Genuinely GG
Genuinely GG

Episode · 1 year ago

A Convo With GG's Ex, Dennis DeSantis

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This week GG and Anita discuss J Lo and Ben Affleck rumors. Plus, things get personal when GG invites her ex-boyfriend, Dennis DeSantis on the show. Tune in as they reconnect and reminisce on past memories. Anita thinks they should get back together, what do you think? From Straw Hut Media Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

STRAWT media. You know her from Shaws of sunset. You know she doesn't hold back and it's set up being a man and chasing after me. Now I'm not going to say being a man, because I take that back. I was just being a fucking asshole. I was Moody, I was checking out slowly of the relationship. This is genuinely gg. Hey, guys, thank you for joining us for another episode of genuine egg. I am here with my Gizzer, Anita. Hi Everyone, I thought it was about to call you a Gizzard on accident. I think it's like you might have actually called you a Gizzart. I think you what's a Gizzard? It's a lizard thing, right. I think it rides with Lizard. I don't know if it's might favorite of those lizard. No, no, Gizzard is the part of the neck or the now, that's okay. That's the GIZZARD is the neck. They're right, it is right. I think so, as I thinks. I think. I think a GIZZARD isn't about to call you a neck. Well, high neck, Knita, Oh my God, Dude, Dude, I just want to go like straight to this right now, because there's a lot going on a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot, and I just want to dive right into the deep end, actually right into the ocean, and tell everybody that this is our last audio podcast and we're really sad. And you know what, not sad, I just it. I am so excited, you guys. It is absolutely amazing. Anita and I are just so excited because this will now be also a video podcast. So we're going to do audio video. You guys are going to be able to see how cooky we are. And I made a big promise to everybody that if we ever get to do a video podcast, I was going to get Anita Super, super, super super stone. So, for those who don't know, a Nita does not smoke weed and she gets very, very high from just my secondhand smoke that I smoke while I'm doing these podcasts. So if we ever got a video podcast, which we did, Anita is now going to smoke a whole joint with me. I let's rewind that back to I don't have a whole joint because I don't want to die. I want to make that my last day. You're going to share the whole joint with me. Okay, we'll do that. Well, we'll shoot, we'll share it. Will share the whole joint, not like quarter to fifty percent. Yes, it's joy. Okay, I'll probably smoke a little more. Hope kind of the badlongs for it, but we're going to, we'RE gonna, we're gonna very much. Give you very much, very much. I very much week and I have some things I've been planning that I'm going to make a need to do. Anita has absolutely no idea and Nita is very nervous about it, but I have been coordinating some goofy stuff that I'm going to make a need to do after I have made her smoke a joint, and we're going to do all this on our first video podcast, which will be next week, next week, Yay, and we to proove that you can't function when you're stoned. Who can't me, and I think most, ninety percent of people know. That's my argument with you. Absolutely, I think. I think, Ma enjority of people would disagree with you. I would think that right now, most people would say how much more creative they get, they get so much more work done, they have more clarity, they have all these things. They've lost weight. Okay, all these things because of cannabis. So we find out Wednesday. We will answer this question. That it, but it just doesn't happen in one try and need us. We're gonna have to probably get used down a few tearings in the video stuff, just because people really enjoy laughing and you're here for that, okay. You're here for the public, your public servants, to make people is that, sir, public servant, public service, you're of public. I'm a public service. You're a public, your servant of the public, of the public. A peasant, cousins, Oh my God, I do not mean that and it is not a peasant. I used to getting.

Now you know, bastard enough. It's just so yeah, pretty. Okay, speaking of pretty, but kind of actually petty, Super Petty. I don't know what's going on in reality TV world. I'm not allowed to go into full discussion about random details, but every fucking person right now is talking about Porsha Williams being engaged. And to Simon, I'm sorry, I don't know how to pronounce his last name. I don't want to mess it up. He is a Nigerian descent, amazing gorgeous Nigerian last name. He is the ex husband of someone we all just saw this season on a housewives of Atlanta. They just divorced a month ago and PORTIA has now announced they've announced their engagement last night this morning. It's it's insanity because everyone's sort of going off on her, on Portia, that it's insensitive, you know, like he just got out of doors, like was there something going on? No one really knows. You know, I don't really care. What I think is it's interesting because why? We can't control who we have feelings for and oftentimes you might end up having feelings for someone that is the significant other of someone that's your friend, and that's the reality of the matter. I will be very, very honest with you about something. I was in the airport one day and in the lounge I saw Porsche's ex husband, Cordel, and he and I started talking. He sparked of a conversation. He was flirtatious. I exchanged a bit of flirtation, we exchanged numbers and we continued a conversation, but it's stayed very surface between us because I'm relatively cool with PORSIA. She's someone who anytime I would see him person, we're cool, you know, we love. You know, we're always on each other social media, just, you know, loving on each other and I just I enjoy who she is. I love her sister Lauren as well. So I thought, you know what, it's a newer divorce. At that time it was this was years ago. is a newer divorce for coors. I was like maybe I shouldn't even flirt right now anymore with this guy. It's like it's a friendly flirtation, but it's I could see it going a little further. Okay, and he's handsome and he has a lot of, you know, charm, a lot of charm, and I mean I was definitely it was that that you know, Suave demeanor of his. That kind of I was into. But I'm like, okay, I don't think I would be cool with that because I kind of know pusha. Okay, so for Pusha to kind of more than Kinda to be in, you know, the ex wives house recently just hanging out while those who were married and they were good friends. No, they weren't good friends, they were just relatively they knew each other through people, through the Group of friends. They just knew each other and hanging out, I mean literally I'm going by everything I saw this season on housewives of Atlanta. The relationship dynamic between the other person, Fallon, and her husband, then Simon, was that they were just married. Apparently it's been a couple months that they've been talking about final leasing divorce. Apparently it got finalized and with that was the announcement of this relationship between Porscha and Simon. And now all of a sudden the ring. They're engaged after one month of being together, or or so they're saying to the public. What's so? Right now the spotlights on Porsche and write. What's this? I don't know if day, her name is fallon. So Fallon is the x? Fallon is the recent x wife? What is what is her whole reaction they? Are they focusing on her at all, or is it really just about I mean I'm sure, I'm sure the press is out there, you know, trying to get as much as they can. I she posted...

...something just recently. The last thing I saw was that she posted for people to just respect her space on the process of what she's going through. She has three kids, but one is with him to were from a previous relationship, but she does have a child with him and it's a recent divorce. She's much younger than him and he's extremely, extremely, extremely wealthy. And you know, you see this this hot woman like fallon because she's young, hot. I mean if you see her, she's just gorgeous. And then you see this older man and then there's all this money and then there's this divorce and then the next month there's a massive engagement ring on portia and I'm just I don't know what's going on and I don't know if I'm for it, if I'm not for it, I don't know. I'm very partial on how I feel because I don't know if I would do that. But then you just can't help with your feelings, for that's true. You can't. I mean you can't help it. Like sometimes that happens, it just happens. Then I just I feel like it gets to the like you going out with Porsche's x. You have to a divorce. You could have. That was really sweet of you to be respectful. You have you know, you, you guys are friends on we're not even friends like that. We're just more like that because we're both on rabber. We see each other at all these event now that she's willing to do that to a friend, now you should probably call him up and give him a call and go out with them. Now, now it's you know, that's fine. Now, I don't have that all that, but that, yeah, I need is shady, y'all, and whe shouldn't do anything to me. And I don't know, but that's really violent morals. I think it comes down to that. It's what you are capable of it. If feelings are more important to you than your morals or values, and some people you can't necessarily say everyone has the same set of morals and values. We're different, and not saying that one is right or wrong, but we have different forms of it. Yeah, because I think for some people it is like you pick a friendship over the love, like you're like, okay, I'm really im into this person, really a friendship between the two of them, you know, doing them. So I guess they just kind of but I guess maybe they could have been a little bit more respectful to wait. Maybe my grade of that probably. I mean then, obviously I'm something that's been going on for a while. What was that? We does of the divorce? We don't know. Well, I mean we don't know, because if that were the case, fallon better walk away with a but ten of money, because that's the whole lot of adult tree. Yeah, you know, a whole lot of adults. Ree. So I don't think that that would ever come to light if that were happening. But is it even important how long it was happening for? It's the matter of is that okay to do? For some people, yes, and for some people. Know, if you would have fall in love with someone and either let's say that I'm in a marriage and my marriage is well, no, we're too close for like best friends. That would be like a bad example to plays. I don't know much just took do I don't know. We don't have any friends that were just in passing a person in passing. It. Okay, you know someone, you just see him passing or just hung out with a couple of times. You're in there with the girl, with the girl. Yeah, so I'm not really friends with her. I really friends? Is that? I'd second it's an associate and I like, okay, you know, like her husband or her yeah, whatever. What would I do? And you fall in love with him and he like anally divorce now, so legally divorced and he loves me back, like he loves you enough to fucking put a ring on your inger. And I sat to me, proposed to me. Okay, how big is a ring? I'm Ha, that's what it comes down to. You. I'll do okay. So I think if I'm not that close with the girl and I really like the guy and it's been some time between them and whatever, maybe it's okay, because I don't really know, because she's an acquaintance, she's not. But if I don't know, I don't know. Say like, let's see that it was like she's like sue side while she's going through...

...all the stuff from hearing rumors about her and shoot, this marriage right ever, and I do an am a kind of an acquaintance and stuff, then then maybe you just don't go in that direction. I mean because they hang a child together, so eventually porscha's going to be a stepmom to the child. So they have to figure out an adult situation to navigate this. And I respect foulon's approach with I just need my space because there's children the picture. When there's children in the picture, you gotta figure that out. Yeah, you know, but so funny with the size of the ring, because that it's actually they're saying that it's the same ring that he gave Fallon, but because people are pulling up, everyone's putting sidebyside and the end it's so similar. Everything to get, but I mean it's a they both had beautiful rings, absolutely beautiful rings. And I speaking of rings, I think home girl is going to be going on engagement ring number seven now than is Jlo is back with Ben Affleck? Is She on ring number seven? Is just going to happen again with with with been? I mean, what is happening? I saw these pictures there in Montana together. There's images outside of a private jet where it looks like they're holding hands and she as she's boarding there in the car he's driving, she's passenger. They spent a week together in Montana. When did a rod in her end? Oh my gosh, that was from what I know, it's officially probably a month, if even that. But they ended based on allegations of eating, which is this? This is the second time now. Yes, the cheating allegations. It ended at the same time. Coincidence? I don't know. I don't believe in accidents and I don't believe in coincidences, so something was going on. I'm hearing that Jlo has remains in contact with Ben this entire time since they've been broken up. They remained friends. They checking with each other, they are there for each other and I supposedly through this break up. Now with a rod and Jlo off, she goes to Montana to shack up and a probably gorgeous, gorgeous, you know, cabin shouts with Ben Affleck and hearing everyone say the spark in her eyes. Is that not the same? Like the way it is with him. It's just amazing with him and their chemistry is just you can't match it with anyone else. But homegirl is like in love every year and gets massive rings. I'm jealous. Yeah, like, why are you when? I want to live like that. I want to be Jlo. Yeah, like in every way, but like especially in the part where she just gets these men foked. Like her body, her every body. Don't like sty like every like her hair, everything. Like. I love her capability. I when I see her relationship dynamic with men and the type of men that she does date. She dates sharks, power men, men who date models or a different tier of women because they need to feel powerful. She dates them, she choose them up and spits them out and they're all head over heels in love still with her. Yeah, I can. I hashtag goals right now. That's just goals, goals. Okay, if you kind of have that, and you I all it says. I to stay longer with them and I'll get the more rings, give more rings and more step out of them, but I feel like you kind of take them all in and kind of chew them up. I'm trying then them out to learning. I'm learning from Miss Miss Miss Slow. I'm learning. I'm learning. You know, I don't know, but it's interesting. They were friends this whole time. was that a red flat for a Rod, I mean his his fiance is, you know, cool with her ex fiance? And do you not know any well, that's a good question. I don't know. If they not, I was, I don't know, or not. I don't know. We don't know. Who knows. I mean here, Jennifer Lopez, and be discreet about anything. Discretion is impossible in those type...

...of worlds, like every step she makes is being calculated and protected and watched and I don't know how can I don't know, I really don't know. I'm sure there's a way will listen. But what? They're just friends? Yeah, and they're both claiming that they have just been friends and all of a sudden, one month after a Rod's engagement is over with Jlo, she's back all the sudden with Ben then. Did the feelings ever go away? Are they there? There is something still possible? Are they going to rekindle? Is it just rumors? What's happening? Can you remain friends with just your ex? We're going to take a quick break, but when we come back, and I'm happy we're going to bring in our next guest right now, because I think that he has a lot to offer on this subject, and it is no one other than my own ex boyfriend, Dennis to Santis. Well, Dennis, I am really happy to have you here today and let me just take a second and introduce who you are to the whole world that's listening right now. We have on my ex boyfriend, Dennis to santis. A lot of people know about my relationship with Dennis, not through the show, because you and I weren't together while well, you are on camera too much when in our relationship, but we had quite a bit of a lot of social media and stuff in the press about us and fights. You know I was having that. You're protecting me from other girl all kinds of crazy shit. So I have my ex boyfriend, Dennis to Santas here. Welcome Dennis. Hi Girls, thank you for being here with me and Anita. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else in the world. Doesn't with a gorgeous daughter. I'm team Dennis Fan. I am my God, if I had a nickel every time one of my friends I wonder why you and I are still not together, but that's what we're here to talk about. So Anita and I were just talking about this whole Jlo being back with Ben Affleck concept. I'm sure you've heard about it. It's all over the news that these two are potentially rumored to be back together and there's like all these photos, obviously out there them in Montana spending time together, and I thought it was an interesting topic. You know, the conversation of people who are not in relationships anymore that maintain a relationship of some sort. Of course not it's actually related, but just some sort of a relationship of friendship. You know, partnership of some sort, and you and I have that and I sort of have that with a lot of the guys that I've been in relationships with, but you and I have a little bit of a different dynamic your you've become like one of my best friends. You become like family and it's weird for a lot of people when they see you and I together and they're just like, why aren't you guys together? You guys get along so well, and me too. We laugh, we have the best time, we go on trips together, we drink and get silly together, but it's always just been that, you know. So I kind of want to get your take on how you view our relationship after our actual relationship ended. So at first I couldn't be friends with you at first. You know, I think. I think most people should be friends with their exes, but I don't think it's possible at first. Like if you break up, all let's be friends. You can't be friends with your ex's soon as you break up. It's impossible. I don't care what anyone says. If you are the means like you never had feelings to them, where you never cared or you never in love whatever, it's impossible. But once you know, you get past it and you heal and you get to another party life or something happens, or maybe you've become a mom, like yeah, where I became a dad. You just entered this different space and then it's just like, all right, you know, I'm able to be friends with that person. I don't think anybody can be friends with their rex right away, like at all. That's...

...just my opinion and I'm all for the the jlo thing, because when you get a certain age like there, she's just what they're in their s now, it's so much easier to go back to someone you know or you know their problems already, you know their faults, you know these people rather than I have kids now and I'm just supposed to go out in the world and meet someone new and then try to get to know them, and it's just scary. No one really wants to try to start over. So it's always more comfortable trying to you know, maybe me get back with you, or me get back with the next that I already know. Right, that's how I feel, at least. You know. Do you think that? And when you say you can't immediately be friends between your excess. Do you think that goes based solely on getting over your feelings first, because if one person is more out of the relationship dynamic than the other person and they're super ready to be friends, but the other person is it? So do you think it's solely based on the damage, the recovery, the healing all that? Yes, that's a good question. I believe it's based on like, just like certain diets work for certain people, because everybody's bodies different, you know what I mean. So, like everybody's situation is different. Like maybe you know I couldn't be there with you, I could be friends with you because maybe I was upset with you for other reasons. Maybe I would also checked out relationship, but I was just angry with you for something I couldn't get over. You know so, but everybody's everybody's different. Listen, if you guys are both checked out and you know for a while but you still stay together, then maybe it's easier to become friends sooner than later. But I just don't believe in right away you break up and you know you could be friends, but there is a comfortability to level, and not just for anyone. Like I said, as you get older, like I'm in my s now. So at forty three years old, by the way, you see, I still got it for forty three. Set out there for a second, you get scary. It's like get scary, like you know single MOMS or that multiple kids, like they're like, oh, I want to start it. I was a housewife or, you know, stay at home mom, and now it I do. I'm going to try to go out and look for a guy with two kids. I have no job, I'm not like. It's scary. So it's easy to try to get back with someone at least you know, like all right, you know their faults, you know what they do, what they're good at, with their battery, you could work on. But to try to meet someone new and then try to figure out, like, you know, learn about them, because it takes a long time to, you know, figure someone out and learn their goods the bads. It's scary. So for her to go back with him. I don't I'm not mad at it. I mean it just happened fast, like you're talking about are. A week went by, you know, on their vacation and yet so rich. Either tells me aged like her ex cheated on her for sure, and she's over and it's never going to reconcile, so she just moving on that to waste time, or she checked out a while ago. But well, you know, the things that I've been reading and related to Jlo and this whole a rod and Ben Affleck situation is that the friends, quote unquote, are saying that there they've maintained a friendship, you know, all these years and he has been sort of a support for her and she has been for him. Now this is where I think most men are a little intimidated or nervous about their girlfriends remaining friends with their exes. Is for that fact. So what I want to do is I want to explain to people, because your relationship with me was not on the show, I wouldn't explain to people why you and I didn't work out. Okay, Dennis and I had an amazing relationship. That's why I think we're still in each other's lives so deeply, because we had an amazing relationship. But from what everyone can tell about me now is that I'm just simply not relationship driven. I don't understand what it entails and I don't know how to give in order to be mutual in a relationship. I'm it's one sided. I'm a taker. I need and I don't give back enough. Dennis is Italian guy from Brooklyn. You know, he grew up with this whole wholesome family mentality, that you have babies and that's everything, and family and marriage and...

...this, which I love about him. But when it came down to it becoming serious like that between us, and it did hit that point where it got very serious between us, I freaked out and I wasn't ready for what Dennis had to offer because I couldn't give it back to him. Yes, and it was very hard to see, because I hurt Dennis in a lot of ways because I was sort of taking advantage of his feelings, because I was appreciating what he was giving me and I just couldn't give it back. And you and you felt you felt this. You knew that. She are yet what? Well, first of all, this couple things. Number One, goal mess is a totally different person. I like. I think if I met her at this point in her life, because it's like nine and day. I don't think. I think people see her on the show or whatever, but I know, like the real herd now. I met her when she was lock Neessa and she was drinking every night and crazy and knives and the worst. Every tat her worst, and everybody was doing like how'd you last this long? Do like the people would tell me, like how are you still around? You know, like you know, everyone's like, oh, she's crazyous wall but like, I'm from Brooklyn, like I know, like real wild girls. I wasn't nothing to me, like I thought it was funny, like, you know whatever. So I just met her at the wrong point in life. I don't, you know, it just was a bad timing at that point. But also, to my defense, even though she's a hundred percent right and everything she said, she wanted, maybe drunken rages, but wanted to have the family, because she would, she would want that, like she asked the she why? I believe at that time she wanted to advocate, but then when it came to it, she got nervous. So, you know. But now she's at a different stage in her life where so much peaceful, and I think that has to do also becoming a mom and just growing and, you know, with age becoming better. But yeah, man, our relationship, we had a lot of really good times. We traveled, we laughed, we danced, we saying, we drank. I left there in Mexico, maybe once, twice, he did. He did. I was livid. I was living and I actually ran into mic shoethead in the airport. Yes, well, this was happening. I was on one side of the airport. Dennis and his friends that we all came together with. We're on the other side of the airport and up wikes walks. Mike Shoe had like hey, what's up, and I'm like, obviously, you could see in my face I was left alone a girl and Mexico and out of all my money and everything. Okay, so I'm like the fucking piece of Shit, Mike, fuck him, go kick his fucking ass. I turn around in five minutes I see Mike's arm around Dennis and they're all giggling and laughing on the opposite end of the airport. I'm like this asshole, it's great, this assole. It was definitely, definitely good, definitely good memories. Wait, so you let like you left her the airport like you. No, no, he left me in Mexico. I walked away, I left him. You got in your car and went to the end in stead up being a man and chasing after me. No, I'm not going to say being a man, because I take that back. I was just being a fucking asshole. I was Moody, I was checking out slowly of the relationship. I wanted him, but I didn't. I wanted it, but I didn't, and it was starting to surface and I'm not fuck that he got frustrated anything, just like by okay, by great, because, and I would think that then she would ben run out, because you know how she has just crazy. She wouldn't run after you more than the host I treated the more she wanted to hang out, which is yes, we were, which is what most guys were. I might have left the Miami two once. I might have remight again. That's so bud don't. Don't you. And is another hotel room and left. I left and checked into a different hotel and you called the police on me because I was acting completely belligerent and s guy. So I thought maybe calling the cops in. The showed up to my room. I was on the floor. The COP showed up to my room and they're checking my pulse to see if I'm alive and if I'm putting a fos, one hundred...

...and fifty. Who those who don't know, this is a suicide, a danger for her self. What I might Oh my God, Oh my God. But our relationship actually ended with that Miami trip. That was our last sort of Shebang thing together, and so I came out and told Dennis the truth about something that happened in our relationship. I did not cheat. So No, I don't. I'm not a cheater. I don't believe in cheating, but it was something very emotional, deep that happened between us and I never got over that and that's why I couldn't be friends with you. So that I was very hurt by that. Wasn't nothing to do with treating or anything like that. So you guys. So so it was should we talk about that? You should we just talk about what. That was really fast and just I don't mind that. You the one that never wanted to talk about it. I got no problem with it right. I could talk about it if you want me to, but it's yeah, this is your show. You said, don't know what you're slogan on your little podcast or what is it like? Anything goes, was it? What's your thing there? You like want to talk about everything right. No, we can. We are here to open things up and talk about thank you, Dennis. Thank you. You're right. Um, I'M gonna kick your ass after this is a big one. You want to talk about to I could. It. Could ease people into it if you all. I'm literally sweating right now. I think you I should talk about it, because I think it there's a lot of people out there that can. Let me just show you for the aftermath. I know I don't like your version up it. I don't like your brother. Wasn't it. I wasn't going to, I said, the aftermath to at all, and neither is this. You see this for everyone right now because run a Zum called and has is holding up his wrist with a big block attach shoot and black, because my name was in very large print across his and before that. But we did then not drink tattoos. I did something that hurt him and because of that he covered that Tattoo up. I went with him. Actually I saw in the Tattoo place with him as he got to cover. How's to be that you came to watch me. I came to watch you get it. Yeah, I don't think I was gonna do it. I didn't, I because I felt like if you did do it and meant it, meant like wow, okay, he's actually getting over me. But wait, it's a bull. It's an actual just blob. I blacked it out. It's black. It's a block. You could have may look it fun enough. You A gap, but put a real close you could see my name under it. You see, you, you're the only season who, as day, you can show someone that's is go messed up. Is gonna think this says go mess up. Everybody shows how angry and how much you hurt him. It's not like he made it, because some people take something and they make it into something, into something else. Now a block, a Sharpie, like size needle, and have them like go like this. I wanted this conversation to be literally about friendships and relationships after people break up, but I'm gonna listen. I'm going to jump into it because I'm sure for someone who doesn't know what happened between us are listening like, what the fuck are these people even talking about? Yeah, Um, HMM HMM, I think I need to light my joy started and then you could do just look, keep keep it polite and keep it you we I'm going to tell you wh SAR. First of all, the first time we ever hung out, we go to this nightclub does the first night she's out of was see drinking. I'm not a much of a drink, like at all. I might have had one shot whatever. I don't know if we kiss whatever, and she leaned over to me. I don't know if she remember, since she she's like, listen, you're going off subject. This is this is how it started. Gave me a reason to stop drinking, meaning you wanted to get pregnant. So she kept saying, give me a reason to stop drinking. So, so, okay, is that? Was that your quitt was that where you wanted to okay, hold on, she wanted to go. Yes, you interpretation. Maybe she's like...

...hold on. Yeah, yeah, everybody shut the fuck up for one seconds. Dennis and I got pregnant. I was pregnant. We announced it to our families, mine here and all his family in the East Coast, that we were planning to have a family and I'm pregnant. That same night that, she said. Now, well, maybe the next maybe the next night. Okay, so that way, maybe the second one. Okay, it was actually when they charted it, it was that I got pregnant when we were in the bay area for my birthday. We told our families and we were preplanned. We were preparing for this. Parknacy got the books, we did all that. Dennis started quickly finding us a place that we could live temporarily before he could find a house for us to move into one day. I just realized this is not what I want, I'm not ready for this. As Dennis just told you, I was drinking heavily those days. I was smoking a lot of cigarettes in those days. And when I say drinking heavily, I don't mean I was just having a glass of wine or two every night. I was having a bottle or two of vodka or whiskey every night. Okay, so I was in no position, you know, to be having a child, let alone be in this mature relationship. I know I'm like. Without telling Dennis, I called my sister and my mom and I said I need to I need to figure something out because I can't keep this pregnancy. I need to find a way to terminate it. So we did. I lied at first to Dennis and I told him I was having what I said Miss Carriage, I was miscarrying, I was miscarrying and because I knew that if I told him I got an abortion, especially without telling him, especially all that stuff like, it would have been the end of me. And then that's what happened. I we got into it. FLASH FOR WAS MIAMI, New Year's we got into it and I told him I was fucking how I had an abortion. And I'm sorry. How long after? So, you said it was a miscarriage. How long after the lying about the miscarriage? It's like a month, because I got pregnant my birthday in November and now December. It was very new pregnancy. It was very new, so I was able to use, you know, the pill version of an abortion, which, I tell you, I have gone through this process before, but not like this. This was probably the most difficult process I ever went through in order to terminate it's it's tough and I'm again unfortunate to have these opportunities. I don't take it lightly, but I thought I was choosing my child's wellbeing, knowing that I was not a fit person to be a mother at that time, but moving for it. That really put a damper on Dennis and my relationship and it sort of just ended. Dennis did and talked to me for a very long time and here we are now. Dennis has a five year old daughter, just and I have a one year old son, and Dennis and I are the closest, but we can be but again, because our relationship, it did not end because of being unfaithful to each other or just not being similar, because we still have so many similarities. Don't you think the likelihood of you and I ever reconnecting and rekindling is more significant than it is for me to not be hanging out with my ex? Yeah, of course, like I said, I just the whole thing. I just, like I said, I needed time to to heal, not from you so much like hurting me on that end, just hurting me from the story you just told, like because I was more upset with I would have rather her be honest than to lie to me. Like I was hurt, like really hurt. I was very because she would like,...

...like you said, she was drinking. Heavenly, she like wanting to do it, so like the fact you wanted to do it, and then it happened and then even I was just very upset. But but look where I had. Like you said, we get along greak, we go on trips together, where families hang out together, the kids hang out. We're closer than ever. But also it's not. Every situation's different. Not every person could probably get to where we are. Most people actually don't like it's a it's very rare that x, as I were, I'm like family, like our families hang out together and like doorter hangs out with you. I've been around your son. We well. Do you remember? Do you remember one night when we were together, we were sleeping in bad and my ex boyfriend called me. He just got out of jail. I'm not going to mention his name. He just got out of jail and he called me and I took the phone, cough, and I was talking to him while you were in bed with me. You Got Livid and I was like, but I'm friends with my axis and you're like, well, I'm not cool with that, and I was like, but I'm sorry, I'm friends with my exes and one day I'm going to be friends with you too. I know that was but it was the biggest to me the biggest. I told you so to Dennis when we actually became friends, because he just did not think it's possible. Yeah, so, Dennis, do you have feelings from me still, or do you think it's now possible to be friends with excess? I I listen my family to now a generally stuttering. I'm trying to try to word it. They're right, but how I can? I just could I say something? She put on a lot of lipstick and stuff for several lips on with this post from make sure that the lighting was perfect. So she like to see her doctor to this morning. I could see it looks so plumped. Just saying so, I think that I think that I still wanted to rekindle like even maybe a year or so ago, I because it was just for me. It was just like it's easy, you know, it's easy like for now, because now it's just like she's a better person to hurt, like better version of ourselves, and now I'd be like even easier, you know, like especially then both parents, like we know what each other is going through. I know what she's going through because there was a part of my you know, where I had my daughter for a you know, a while and a lot. And she's a single mom, so I know it is like. So now it's almost like she's like family to the point where they would be weird. We try to hook up, like we went on vacation and didn't even sleep with each other. You know what I mean? Yeah, not too long ago, like, I don't know, a couple months ago, whatever it was. So, but it was the funnest time ever, like we had a ball. Yeah, I outsaying I outperformed there in the songs. We had a little battle. She's cute, but you know you're so funny. Yeah, but Um, you know. So what's the conclusion to that, do you because then, in our relationship, you would not be cool with with someone being cool with X's. Now that you know me and you know that I can maintain a friendship with an X and and I don't believe in cheating. I would rather break up with someone before I ever cheated on it. Now that you know that, I would jokay with it. But if only anything, we knew, if we know now, we like you know, only finde the lottery numbers from last week. I mean, you know, but you don't know, and you know you're in bed with your girl and an x calls and you answer it and like, I don't care what anyone says. They could be the non and I wasn't a jealous person, like I think you grout do whatever you want, but I don't see. I don't think any person would be all, big, Oh, who's that baby? All, my ex boyfriend just got a jelly. Call me and they would oh, cool, we'll go back to bed. Like who's going to say that? Nobody. Everyone would be like what the F? You know what I mean? Like yeah, but if you think I just many, if you had as many access as I have and if you had a new relationship every four months, every five months, and you know that's pretty much your inner circle of friends, at some point that acause that a good line, and they that's if you had it many excesses I had. You know, I know it's not. That's a good line. Keep that in there, please stop it still. Yeah, I'm actually doubting myself because I have always I've never been, you...

...know, into a relationship. It's just been something entertaining in a moment and I think it was my way of saying I'm not a whore for sleeping with a new guy every four months. You know if I'm saying I'm in a relationship with him, and I again, I did enjoy the neediness like that. I would have. I'm like a cat. You know. Cats, when they want affection, they come forward for it and they they don't want it, fuck off. Do not touch that am they don't want to be bothered. So it's I'm kind of I have that sort of convert your definitely your cat, because I'm allergic to cats. Me All loves you and you love Rome. Me All, I might have been allergic to you. So if you're yeah, he's just trying to show other ways that he was so committed to the relationship that you say with me, to spy de type being allergic. That's an e I like. I generally liked hanging out with you, Golnessa ggi was a whole different person. Like, think about how many times did you film? Well, I've never once asked you to be on your show. I never once said he can I come with you? Never, I never cared about any of that. I was cool with you. Go mess in that the ggo what people need. You're you're genuinely and T gg. Yeah, I didn't care about anything else, like like nothing matter to me, you know, like Ann't care about the show and and care about because even I would always tell it like, and should say I always tell like what are you gonna do, like when the lights are off, when this is over, like like that's all I kept. Would always tell them like I didn't really care. So I was great for her and it's good and it's good that she has, you know, something going on, but I was into her for her, not man, you know her fame or you know her celebrity or her show or anything like that. Yep, can we? Can we backped I'll just have one question. Oh Yeah, sorry, I need to ask questions. And the party planner, the party punter, if she came to you and says she wants to get an abortion, what what you have done? What you have commitced her not to? What you have been like what, like could you didn't give him that option? I think I'm gonna let my jump back up again. Do you ever even thought it? I know this was gonna be such like a fun like conversation. I've never sweat more in my liossy. If I could dark I like to get you know, so I would have. I would have I wouldn't have been as man and I would have tried to talk to into it, because in to Kila, yeah, because I would have guaranteed her that she had nothing to worry about because, whether she were, she was at a good spot on not. I would have guaranteed that. I would have been a great dad and I would have been able to him the situation and have not to worry about, like we were going to be fine in life. And if she know she was, if she still didn't want to do it and didn't listen to me and whatever, I still would have been upset, and not as upset that I was like that betrayed almost, but like like, like it was a big lie. I wasn't just a lie. I was just like yeah, yeah, I was very hurt by it because it's, like I said, I always wanted kids and she was like Yo, I want you know, I want one to let's do it. And then we did it and it's like all right, and I I was on the couch with her at her house that confident her while she was going through thinking she's having like this Miss Carriage, blah, Blah Blah. So I was there and she was in pain and like I was just like Ah, this sucks for her. It's and I felt better and then I was like all right, but then to find out she did it on purpose. Is why I, like I said, we got got it into it a little. She's that is pretty intense. I mean no one really knows about that, like at no one. Like this might be the first time and they weren't ever yearn about right down something don't really talk about. Like. But it's okay, it's all about you know, it's I mean, why hold it in? Yeah, right, yeah, I agree, but I mean now, now that okay. You know, I don't. I don't know if I've discussed this with you yet, Dennis, about me being into polyamory and sort of exploring concepts of, you know, multiple relationships at once. But like what if? Let's go back to what I needa said. I'm...

...going to piggyback on that question and be like all right, so let's say I did express some interest, but I said, hey, Dennis, I know you do want more kids, but I think I'm at my Max with kids. You go do your thing, have your relationship with someone, have your children, but let's still have a relationship to. Well, you're asked what it you're shaking your head. Are You keep are here to see you? Is this any real talk? But is this a real question? Like you're asking he wants to do this right now? I'm asking what he be okay with that? Oh my God, wait, me not. I'm not. I'm not putting this on the table as an open option, that we're going to begin this relationship right now. I'm saying, if that day does come, would you be able to ego wise, confidence, wise, your desires, your needs as a man? Is that something you can do? Well, you're a romantic, Dennis. You wear your heart on your speed. You Fall in love. Yeah, if you're telling me to, if I could go have a kid and do all that and still have the religions a part, like where I'm going to have a kid, maybe where it I know, married and be in love with the girl. We're going to be kept, you know, two parents raising the child, but I have a girlfriend on the side. No, I can't do that. Why? Well, on, first of all, it's just not for me, like I couldn't physically do it. That's just like the thing, like, can you be in love with two girls at once and they're like, well, if you really love the first girl, you were never in love with the second year all. You don't mean. I mean, isn't that some Carniass Hall Mark Shit, the Maya Angelo said. I mean honestly, it's the truth. I mean, if you listen, if you're in love with somebody, nothing matters in life. No one could talk you out of it and want to tell you don't do this, don't like nothing matters, you just can love. So it's hard to have a relationship on the side when I'm totally in love with someone and I just had a kid with it's I think it's no kid involved, if there's no kids at all. Okay, it's possible. You know, it's possible. Actually know people. Actually my three people I know who are swingers have been married for thirty years and they've been happy lever half to where everyone else I know was divorced. So, you know, is it crazy to say? You know, it's certain things work for certain people. It wouldn't work for me because I like having a family. I like you know, I want a family. Want to, you know, a wife, husband, the kids, travel together. Do do the fan take the kids to sock all that stuff. Yeah, so what? I wouldn't work for me, you know. You know, it's interesting. The people, though, don't want me. What were you saying? I said it might work for other people, just not me, like I'm also a different kind of breed, like I'm one of the DADS that wants their kid all the time, full time, where some dads don't even show up, you know. So some dads might want that, you know, but for me I rather be with my daughter or, if I have another child, to be with them full time. You know, I like that. Yeah, and it's said. I was just, you know, realizing when I'm hearing Dennis Talk. It's just like I realize that I keep choosing men that are very similar to Dennis and wanting a relationship, wanting that full commitment and family, and I'm so against it. So it's interesting, you know, the psychology behind why I I'm doing that. But for the most part, and for what I know right now is I'm okay with being in relationships and continuing friendships with my ex'es and I'm okay if my ex or my current boyfriend or husband or whatever does that. I don't know. I'm just completely not intimidated by it. I do believe you can love more than one person at the same time. I in love or just have love for them. Well, I've never been in love, so I don't really know how to explain if I could do that. But I just think she thinks she can do that because she's never been in love. You, if you were in love love. I don't think you want to and I keep telling you...

...that you will. I don't know. Maybe I would, maybe I can. I believe in the concept of being in love with two people. I want to and I'm wondering that was Jay, who with a rod but still in love with been, because if what everyone is saying is it was just a spark in their eyes, as if they didn't even miss a beat, and I think that's what everyone would say. Well, it could sees US everyone. He sees me that this could be me and you. It's me say very back Yo, like you guys look like you did when you first hung out, like it would. We didn't miss it. We don't miss it people we hang out so right. But but let me ask you this question. And I know you like your independence and you really don't, but I don't know how you could say you want to be in love with multiple people at the same time, where you told me you don't believe in love, which is why you had a kid without what? No, I don't, I don't want to. I don't. Let me see this. Okay, think, I didn't know WHO's podcast over. I know you, like you, I don't know. Feel like you could have a husband or whatever, but you had your kid for your reasons, by yourself. But don't you think that, let you save me and you were together right now and me being the daddy am, and you know how good a daddy don't you think it would be easier having if it was me and you were together and we had the kid together, having someone like me they're helping raise, whether it be a boy or girl, doesn't matter, or you like your independency rather just do it by yourself or have help your family or an annual whatever you have? What do you think? I think that it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that it takes more of the people, the easier it is to raise a child, not just physically but emotionally psychologically. The more a child gets, the better, and I for that. I have my family around all day and night to surround my son with that. But you're asking a question that really doesn't exist, because that's equivalent to me saying don't you think it's better for your daughter that you stay with her mother? Still that I say better, I said would. Do you think it would be easier, like would drove it, don't you? Don't you think it'd because he stayed with your mother, with the daughter? Oh Yeah, and some people do that and they sacrifice their own happiness just to make it better for the kid, which is the dumbest thing ever. Also, because once the family's broke, it's broke, whether they find out the did where, they do anything. So why why present an opportunity which is in the in the higher percentile of failure, is more present? Why present that opportunity to my child to come from a broken family, as opposed to saying I'm sorry, I wanted to prevent that and I chose this other difficult route, because either way it's going to be hard on child. You just got to pick and choose your poisons. And how you can, you know, manufacture this child to be the best version of what you can possibly give right? Well, you don't go into the situation thinking you can have a broken home. It happens, yes, the divorce way. It's really high. You go and hoping that you stay in love, or at least the kid you know right has a at some point has a chance to see and you know they both parents in love or being together at some point. And then you get the more if you get, the wors get divorced. We leave to give it a shot. You go into it. You know, you don't go into a saying right, I know I'm going to get divorce. Statistically bibble block, because then the rest of your life again and things like that. So you don't go into it. They can that. But I understand how you feel. We just do things different on when it comes to that point. You know, like I don't really, but I also don't regret, and you just you just said that most people don't think of the end results of it when they decide to have a child. They don't think of the effect it'll have once they split up. But I did think of that and that's why I chose to not give that potential possibility too much on because I saw my sister go through a nasty situation like that. I saw you go through a nasty situation like that and I've seen so many of my friends growing up have their parents go to nasty shit like that. It's so normalized to...

...go through messy custody and divorce situations in this country that I said, let me, let me not be that generalization. I don't want to put my child in that box. Let me try a different box that is not like all the other ones that are all fucked up and damaged. I want to try something different. I'm going to try extra, extra, extra heart, to give that extra love, but I'm not going to present them the possibility of hopping between house is to choose Mommy and Daddy on which holiday or on their birthday. I'm never going to do that to my child. So so we the way people see what I did is a bit selfish. I see the vice versa of it selfish. I'm not saying what you do was wrong, it just it teaches out like you might. You see it some ways, you'd think it's great for you. I see things my way. I think things. It's just it's just the person. You know. Like I said, I prefer to try to be with I'm also a family guy. Some people don't care about family. So I would like to be together with the mother and the kid and everything. But you know your situation to make might not work for everyone. Might work view and that's great, but you also you're also like like predicting your future of like, I'm going to marry someone have a kid, I'm going to get divorced before it even happened. You're just like saying that you're going to get divorced. Will I not give it that me? She's all, yeah, she's that's already going in with the negative thinking like she's like every people, for almos gonna get when people have a child as a result of falling in love, not because they want to give something to a child's they simply have a child as a result of being in love and they they end up divorcing or separating as a results of falling out of love. So the child comes in based on their love and the cup it gets separated based on their luck. It's never been about the child anyways. I think that we live in a society where, because it's normalized, we do have a foundation for all these kids that to have to grow up and all of these different situations you know, and I think we are improving to a certain degree. I don't even know. How do we get on having babies and single? I don't even know where this went. I was sitting here talking about Jenny from the block. Yeah, I don't know. You know what I mean. Oh my God. Okay, Dennis The scantist, I love you very, very, very, very very much. On a scale I one to ten. How much was on a scale um eleven. I was like taking of the call of that weed. I was going to think maybe twelve, thirteen. Oh my gosh. All right, well, you're not going anywhere. No, no, Oh, that's right. Anita has a game for you. Best part of the devil show is it coming on the fit, on the rafting trip. She's coming to I want her outside of set trip, part of family. My First Mike just called the guy. We reserved the tent, so we'll get to go. All right. I'm already to do a whole podcast special tea from the river at the camp site. Your guys are going to see me pitch a ten, make a camp fire, get up in the river. You guys are going to see a whole different fucking side of me that I'll need you hit? Did she see you actually cheat like she pitches at ten? It's the funniest thing we do. We had ten. I'm bougie. I go on the eye, go on the thing and I no, I need help pushing the nails them because I have arthritis, you little dipshit. I open high the water. You Bring Blan because we're going to have my here, that IDA game. I like. Rook Liken, my niece was coming and they're fly lip the boat. are going through a class with you anymore? I fell six times last time in the last time. He's not. She's not rafting. I'm not baby, said Brooklyn and my UN rocky, my niece. We're more rafting. You can't us. My Mom. I Sare journey podcast. Okay, let's get back to Yay. This is the best part of the whole podcast. Only like Anita has a game, let's call it. Forgive me, I have sinned, so I'm going to ask you...

...a question. Yeah, okay, come on. Have you ever had sex with a random girl and it was so good that you like blurt it out I love you during sex? No, why are you turning purple blue the house? I should have the AC so that I could be quiet in hair. But no, that sounds like some drunk, like some stupid thing a dark girl would say. Okay, has sex ever been like? It was so like amazing. That something. You just blurt it out, something ransomly, and you were like what the fuck did I just say? Not Really, I mean God, okay, gg answer the question. Did that happen? I say, as I know. I don't know. I'm saying maybe something happened with like. He said something while you guys were together and he doesn't remember. I'm asking you now to answer the question for Danny Love. You had remember that this happened. Only since this me hello and he said, Oh my God, I'm in a lot. Let's just be honest. She fell in love with me hard and fast, and then I took over the situation, just like I took over the podcast. But let me just tell you you're talking about Anita. It reminds me of the movie. Along came polly Ben. Still was like having sex with JENNEF Andiston and like, I don't know where, he just thirts sixty and she's like what? Like no, I've never, never, I've never, especially with a random just was so good that I said I love you or anything crazy. Okay, maybe dirty, but not like that's like I love you. Okay, so he has a sin there, Anita. You have any other questions? I do, but he answered the other's your name. That's your whole game. Now hold on. Okay, have you ever gotten the girls girlfriends tattooed? They are you named, tattooed on you? How? Are you serious? And you gonna ask that question? That's we have a thirty minute conversation about it to come on. I wrote this before. The thing. I actually have two girls names tattooed on me. Hey, what? What? No, no, you mean other than your sister. We wait, oh my God, yeah, who so, and I'm smiling. Did you wait? Wait, did you? Did you get there as like blotted out to what? No, you see these Chinese and I don't. No, one could see him because it's a podcast. But one of them is named Nicole and I just always made up a name because who, no, how could read Chinese? Are You fucking kidding me? Don't even start about the lies, because this is a little life. Wait a minute, this is a little time. You told me like peace and love or some bullshit. Yeah, what doll so it's a girl's name before me. You thought you were the first one. The way, you didn't walk out. That bitch is name what you blocked out my name because you heard him. I needed you done. Started off fucking war. This is a FIB. This is a fib you did was a big lie. This is a little FIB. It's in Chinese. You can so what is it actually Chinese? Once is love and once says Nicole. Call Love Nicoll. Why did you say Nicoll? I hate you. I hate you all your jet after this zoo. Oh, wait till I fucking see you, just sciantists. Thank you, Jannis, for being on his zoom. How do we hate this bitch? APPKAYAST I might join the cast. I'm going. Bye. You just gotta hold her head whilter afting under the Water for Oh oh M gg, you just fucking might be your best podcast ever. You're welcome, fucking welcome. Well, you get my name Attod on you, okay. Oh my God, Dennis,...

I love you. Thank you so much for doing this on such short notice. I love you as a person, I love you's a friend, I love you as an axe. I appreciate you and I will see you on the river, where I will actually be literally fucking you up. fucking not your back time, or would you sleep anyway you like it? Gravy, a committy that I trip has to suck you in and do some whole praying mantis type shit fucking then punch. I would do that and I have done that. I think I did do that in Mexico. You were not tough. I laughed at you. We have a lot of quickies in Mexico. Member, quickie. You want to a quick get the river? What right now? Quickie, in the river. I'm down. I was sneaking to you a little pitch ten, zoom, quickie, they tell me. Sticks in your little tent, Dennis, hang up your fucking zoom coming. So you guys how to do it? Hey, I'm up, hey, up, hang them up, dank writings, by no less God blessing it up. Button, three, two, one, by I just pushed the button on him, Ladies and Gentlemen, ask he was flicking me off, thinking I could not do it like this. He's like taking a quick break and when we returned. I Love Dennis. I want you guys to be back together. Got These some dad. He can get that Tattoo the black Shin. That was a big black brick. Oh, I'm gg Oh my God, that was a breath of fresh air. I loved as I want you guys to be back together and got these. I say that good, Dad, he'll, he can get that Tattoo the black Shin. That was a big black brick, though. I said that was a big blackbird. Was I love your my life best friend, but like, I loving your my best friend and all, but I don't know, I feel I feel bad. I feel like he should have done what he did. Okay, I did, but I can do that, like because you heard him. Oh my God, you hurt. I did, I was. I was. You're also an immature like. Let me ask you, haul it would you do in that situation? If I honestly didn't give a fuck about him, I wouldn't have lied, okay, I would have just been like yeah, I did, so I get over it. But because he's such a good human being and he loved me so truly and genuinely, I like I didn't know what to do. I really didn't know what to do, and I thought I have to just say I misscarried. That's the only way he'll still love me and and still holds me comfort me. I think you're all so scared that he was going to try to convince you to keep it and you're trying. He wouldn't let me. He would probably handcuffed me to the else for that, and I think that's part of white and tell him, because you're you really in your mind, like I'm not doing this, I'm not having it. You were done, and then he would otherwise try to convince you and stuff, and I think that you just just did like he would make me feel very guilty about it. He would cry. He's a very sensitive guy, you know, and it's it just it wouldn't it wouldn't be a pleasant thing. You know. I meant done has just barely two years after his mother passed away, tragically, Lucas. I mean she was diagnosed and then, just a couple months later, passed, and he's a mom's boy and that was a very hard hit for him. So I think our relationship was heavy. It was heavy with my shit, it was heavy with him meeting something from someone and again, because he's such a good person, I knew that I couldn't give him what he needs and I couldn't give a child what it needed at that time, and and you couldn't. I chose. Knew you at that time and I and I don't think you could have either. What I see now is night and day. Like I think...

...you're one that I missed most and now such a diamondant defend space. I'mal so different. But but I think so. I have to say I think you did make the right decision. Yeah, but I don't think I don't think it's fair to call it right or wrong, because to him it'll always be wrong. Yeah, I think I made the best decision I could for myself and that moment. Whether I'm right or wrong, I think one day I'll really get that answer, because I do. You believe in Karma? Yeah, and I do believe the loss of my, you know, pregnancy before Elijah was big part of my Karma for the things that I have terminated in life. But you know what I did? I did what I knew what to do. I didn't know any better, and that's the story for all of us. We don't know any better and you can't help what you're feeling. And if you're in love with someone and not in love, relationships are just very different. They're so different. There's people who fall in love then the next day truly believe their soul mates and end up together for seventy years, and then there's people who think they're in love and they put it all over instagram and then it's just all cheating in lies and just a show and facade. So it just goes to show, you know, it's a different world out there. You know, it's just just different strokes for all of us. And I think going back to like the conversation of I think if they're a breakup is mutual, you guys can be friends. It's a quicker like because we become friends quicker. Yeah, there's it was a mutual break up, you guys whatever, but I think if there's one person that's like Ye, he was there, he was batter. So if there's the person that breaks up the relationship, but one sided, that person wants to be friends right, and it's the other that just sometimes need time right, heal to whatever, and then they eventually come back or it just never goes in that direction and then everyone just moves on. And I'll be honest, I didn't think he was going to be ever okay to be friends with me again, because he was very, very hurt. But I think once he got into his next relationship and he fell in love with her and she got pregnant and they have a beautiful daughter, I think that just shifted gears for him and what became a priority to him was his daughter. Yes, it wasn't about latching on to some women to fall in love, it was about giving all of his love to her, which is awesome. He's a great human being. I'm that was a really good podcast. You guys. I'm sorry if that was a bit of a roller coaster today. We started telling about relationships and then we started talking about pregnancy and raising children, but I mean, Hey, that's what this is. We're staying real. I'm genuine and keeping a genuinely gg so thank you for sticking along and listen to this podcast. I love all of you. Thank you. Thank you for all the people who are subscribing. Thank you for all you who are writing your comments and giving me watings. I am still just floored by all the positivity I'm getting. I would love some constructive criticism. I seriously would. I love your guys as kindness, but I'm really growing based off of you know your guys is input, so please go ahead write a review, give me your rating, subscribe if you enjoy what you're hearing. Tell all your friends about me. You know I mean Okin me. Don't forget about me. Who said what Calib tell your friends about us. No, yeah, getting, yeah, such an Asshole I am. Please check. Oh my God, I needed that. Say that much fucking rediculous things in the most ridiculous times. Thanks for listening to genuinely gig download new episodes every week and, if you haven't already, subscribe and be sure to leave us a rating and review and, while you're at it, check out some of the other great shows available on Straw hunt media.

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